candice1008

i just read a story from pam's blog
my old pri scool fren hu is also my neighbour
it talks about a jap girl hu was 16 and was brutally murdered by 4 guys ranging from ages 17-18
her name was junko furata
she was raped countless times and tortured by e boys very very badly
visit my fren's blog 4 e full info
http://x-pamela.blogspot.com/ and tis http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
i nearly fainted just nw
it was so horrifying
i wouldnt have sent them to jail, i would have given them e death sentence bt only aft playing with them
like they did to e poor girl
maybe i would cut up their body parts and see them suffering
do justice 4 tt poor girl hu died so wrongly
she didnt deserve any of those treatments at all
hw could e jap govt be so lenient? they should totally read e news or smth and e countless of crap e DAMN boys did to her
perhaps they would understand
god will punish them, of cuz He would
send them to e deepest levels of hell and torture them mercilessly so tt they will neva die
dont they fear e lord and his punishments?
sighs neva imagined tis world could be tt cruel and heartless, even though i alr noe e world is a dangerous place


CNY is coming right up tis sat! too bad i cant celebrate v-day with baby
loving him so much more nw
ystd was our 5th mth!!!! yea!!!!
anw decided to buy smth online just nw
ada helping me buy first then i give her e money wen e stock arrives
its a white dress with long sleeves and black little ribbons adorned all over e dress
my first purchase!!! yea!!!
and im nt telling mom
cuz im a naughty girl! hahas
and o.o i made origami girls too! from fb's iknowmovement
loving them!
hahas maybe working again next wed...bored like hell
at least made a new fren..jasmine!
cheers!
bye peeps, rmb to help spread e story of junko furata!

im like...i dunno wat to say
hmmm...is it wrong to cry 4 smth tt ur sure ur alr over with?
wen obviously ur nt?
sighs even wen im happy, knowing tt my frens arent happy is nt exactly a gd ting
i dunno wat to tink of anymore
wen out with val and may ystd
bought one pink-red watch, a pair of jeans shoes and my sweet sweet taylor swift album
wich i love so much!!!
and am convinced im a fan of her le
album of e yr man!
sighs i wish everytin were e same as b4
like nth changed
bt it just seems..well nt wat i expected my life to be
anw..gtg
suddenly dun have to mood to blog alr

sometimes wen we have found our calling
we go 4 it, plunge head down and make gd use of tt opportunity
and dun ever turn back
i have neva regreted anytin i've done
ok there were a few times
bt aft graduating it feels different
like everyone's moved on
new frens are made, old frens are rekindled
ppl change, our views on life change
nth seems e same anymore 
its so apparent these days tt its kind of scaring me
like once wen we used to tink everytin was perfect, e outcome just makes u shocked
like u wont noe wat e future holds 4 u
hmmm...i wonder wat brought on this change?
i guess new environments influence us and make us diff
positive ppl around us cn make u wan to live on, and be glad ur still alive
ppl whom u tink are very close to u seem to desert u wen u need them
true characters shine thru aft awhile
im glad 4 this change
im glad im goin to a new poly and starting another chpt of my life again

4 my dear readers out there
i gt posted into sp, maritme business
and i dun freaking regret it at all
in fact im like so excited to start my new yr
glad i wen to xl's hse ystd to take e maritme academy booklet to tell me wat stuff i'll be learning
hahas im so happy 4 xl!!!!
lols
anw its raining nw and i've been asking hu's goin to sp
and i get all kinds of ppl's name
wich is cool!! at least there'll be ppl in e same sch
and i realise i'll have like 4 seniors there
sean, my colleague jian huei, wingyan and weilin
sighs finished my indiana jones original adventures le
have to go buy e 2nd part alr
or else so bored at hme
baby didnt ans my calls or smses last nite
and it was so creepy
until he replied tis morning, scared me half to death i hought smth bad happned to him man
ho-hum someone pls entertain me
cant find job and all tt stay at hme is like so sianz lah

sometimes making new frens and being with other ppl cn also be gd  4 us

ciao peeps!

hahahas im so happy
like bought so many clothes these days its driving me insane!!!!!!!!!!!
wen trim-a-trim my hair bt still qiao at e bac, so irritating
anw mom helped me do facial and i tink i nearly fainted or smth
she go take out all e pores from my nose till i DIG my NAILS into both my arms, and nw gt scar le
yea i noe im very DUMB with e capital D
hehex nw my nose so red and swollen! mus do facial 2 wks ltr liao, or else e stupid blackeads cme back again
sians...wondering if i should start a beauty diary
note down all those tips next time cn just refer, or else so mafan mus flip tis mag and tt
LOLS
lets talk bout an issue today: the approval junkie
PS: i'll do tis wen i have nth to say alr
so wat is an approval junkie?
its someone hu always wants to please others even at her own expense
its an unhealthy habit wich could result in e worsening of a person's health and mental being
in short, it's detrimental to e well-being of a person as it means tt this person could become a self-doubting wreck ( got e last 3 words from CLEO mag )
anw its smth i feel strongly about
i mean, u cn be hu u wan, wen u want
u dun have to please others just so tt u cn get their nod of approval
cuz nt doin so wouldnt kill u or make u any less worthy
in fact, it makes u look more confident and ppl will respect u 
learning how to say no to our frens/bf is nt smth u cn learn in a day
bt as long as u put ur mind to it and dont be afraid, u will find tt its nt all tt bad
okok im probably talkin from experience or smth
LOLS
betta nt talk anymore on e approval junkie thing
its a hard topic to discuss on
things to do today: buy 8 days mag
    buy peanut butter cookie
maybe start tt beauty diary/file thing
bye ppl!!

smth realli weird happened just nw
ok it wasnt realli tt weird
its just tt its been so long since i last spoke to ada
yes tt girl hu brought me around np to her IT blk 4 my open hse last last yr 
and hu advised me to wich business courses i should take at np, cuz she's a JAE cunsellor there
and told me hw rotten hl is
and brought me to church wich opened my eyes to wat it was realli like there
yes, we started talking just nw
and it was so cool!!!
its like a long lost fren hu suddenly decided to talked to me on msn
LOL we talked alot bout my bf
and other stuff she didnt wan me to say out..i guess
okie so she was saying if we should mit and catch up and i was like
COOL!! i like catching up with old frens, though i've neva done tt with my pri scool frens
LOL and i did smth realli cheesy just nw
nt saying it here...hahas
its to my baby
wich reminds me v-day is coming up on feb 14th!!!
i wonder if i cn go out with him tt day! e fact tt its CNY and its nearly impossible, wat with all e visiting ppl's hse and all
bt i tink i noe wat to get him
sighs xl found 2 more songs from taylor tt i realli like
"'jump then fall"' and "'forever and always""
super cool!!
anw gotta go attend to my pet!! bye

hw cn anyone be so air-headed?
or so blur?
i tink its e first time i saw ris low on razor-tv talkin
and man! her eng and conversational skills sucks!
seriously no wonder so many ppl are making fun of her!
bt then give her a break lah
she wasnt exactly well-prepared 4 e qns coming her way
and obviously e reporter speaks betta than her, she's been in e industry 4 so long
some insensitive ppl even comapre e reporter to ris!
tts just dumb pls
singaporeans are realli hypocrites and critics more than encourage or try to help
sighs
bt in fact, im actually quite shocked by e whole ris low speaking such bad english
at least her chi is betta 
i feel kinda sorry 4 her lah
sighs im so bored today
ltr picking xl up go my hse sing her taylor swift songs tgt
i cn list down stuff im a fan of
1. fan of ETUDE HOUSE!!!!
2. fan of BEN & JERRY'S ice-cream!!!!
3. fan of facial products? ok nt realli
4. fan of taylor swift songs..perhaps nt lah
ok scratch e last one
cant tink of anytin else though
ok talkin to baby nw bye peeps!

ok sometimes life isnt supposed to be fair rite?
sighs i wish i could treat baby better
its like sometimes i take advantage of hw gd he treats me
wich isnt supposed to be e case
no wonder sometimes he gets so sad/angry at me
LOL
anw watched daybreakers ystd with may
and one word describes it all: HORROR
no wonder they put it as NC16 lah
those crazy vampires too hungry 4 blood and start eating e humans in e movie
apparently, e cure is tt e hero goes inside a chamber and burns his whole body 3 times with ultra-super-strong fire
to get his heart-beat bac! like WTH 
if only it was tis easy,e twilight series would have e vampires turning to humans and bac to vampires anyday they want
bt daybreakers also has vampires eating these "been-in-the-chamber-humans" and they suddenly morph to humans too
so...e ending sucks big time
and i was so humji say i wont be scared
bt its looks like may is less scared than me
she hardly any expression sia
aft tt wen O2 skin bought e carrot mask and its e 2nd time another lady said i have alot of blackheads
sighs LOL
wich reminds me i have to go find my mud mask wich seems to be lost
hahas bye ppl!
HAPPY BDAE JULIET!!!!!

tt crazy hula-hoop bf of mine
i actually feel kinda sry 4 him
last nite sort of made him sad with my sms
and tis morning he lost his wallet while goin to buy bread while watching soccer
seriously guys cn be so BESOTTED with soccer
no offense, i noe even girls like it
bt its just a ball to be kicked around
hehe forgive me soccer fans!
anw he also injured his leg while playing soccer
his fren totally kicked his leg with his shoe!!
i was like 'did u scold ur fren'?
and he was like ' no i didnt'
and im like WTH!!!
so he wen to make police report tis morning aft losing his wallet last nite!
and they gave him a new atm card and helped cancel his cards
tt silly goose, always so careless with himself
hahas
btw goin to get him a new wallet
í noe im so stingy with my money bt he is BF and i've been treating him so bad these days
hmm..,there's this character on newgrounds.com called cuboy

im like so happy these few days
4 no apparent reason
LOLS
see i tried e O2 white mask today from etude house
and it was so cold and comfortable
and i tink im gonna put it like maybe 3 times a mth?
we''ll see
hahas anw i dun tink i should be happy bout gaining new levels and stuff on e net rite
cuz using fb to play games is like a complete waste of time
and makes u lose ur...personal touch?
wateva its just tt i missed those days wen there werent computers and hps and tech stuff all around
i used to do scrapbooking and collecting stamps and a whole lot more reading
wich was actually a betta usage of time
i mean, at least it wouldnt hurt ur eyes and makes u gain knowledge and skills
whereas e com mainly involves sitting there and using a mouse to click here and there
using only parts of our bodies such as e eyes and brain and fingers
wich isnt realli productive
so yes i noe im writing in a livejournal nw
bt i missed those days wen i wrote in a journal and no one could see wat i wrote unless i left it lying around and everyone asks 4 it
bt nw its like even if u try ur best to hide some tings, ppl will still eventually find out
hahas i could go on forever
and maybe u ppl might tink im a hypocrite and air-headed or wateva
bt its just my opinion
hahahas sometimes a girl has got to be serious too rite?
okok im off to go do other stuff
if anyone has any beauty tricks/secrets
pls leave comment on tis post
tnx

yoyoyo!!!
its 11.09pm in e morning and another normal day
ohh i've lots of stuff i wanna share with u guys
im starting to realli love ETUDE HOUSE!!!
in fact, i'll probably buy more stuff from there wen i go to their shops at ion and plaza sing
o.o love e nail polish im wearing nw
all neon pink!!!
anw, re-arranged my table ystd
threw some stuff and trying to make space 4 others
tis sun i realli have to clear other parts of my room, make space 4 my books!!
hahas
o yes and there's smth else
one beauty trick i saw in teenage mag!
to get rid of puffy eyes, put 2 metal spoons in e fridge for 10 mins and put e back of e spoons on ur eyes
e cooling effect is so awesome!
i tried it just nw and it does work
so its like tried and tested
hahas
cn anyone tell me more simple beauty tricks
or anytin to do with make-up?
would love u so much
tnx =)
cheers ppl

hey peeps!!
wow im like so bz these days lah
sighs get bac o lvl results is like so depressing lah
nt e scores i like man
bt at least neva get 20 plus cn alr
hahas
anw been bz choosing courses just nw with crys they all
i like choose all business courses man
from all e various polys
is like almost e same type of business courses 4 all e polys i chose
so yes, i hope cn get in my business courses
i was like so nervous wen i started filling in just nw
scared too popular then i cnt enter man
LOL
wow so wen poly start have to start worrking hard again
and tis time i realli aim to get to a U!
NTU or wateva lah
overseas is like e best
anw  just hope i wont get airsick again
cuz i so have to travel overseas 4 my internship ok?
LOL
6 mths also
like so creepy lah, cuz its like if go to US country, i cn vomit till im green
i quite happy i cn get most business courses man
cuz i was worried tt my score cant get much business
and wats more, business so popular with everyone
mus send in app quickly then gt higher chance rite?
okok have to go do other stuff le
nites ppl!!
gd luck in getting ur courses and polys!!

i've started working again
4 e same person, wich is distributing flyers
i swear its e most boring job on e planet man
ok maybe there are other jobs wich are worse than tis, but come on
worked with 2 oter girls ystd
and i totally introduced her to throwing e flyers away
she was like huh? u cn do tt and nt get caught?
and im like yea he dosent check
and anw i insisted to be brought to raffles mrt so tt i cn throw them easily away
seriously, im like e worst employee ever!!
slacking and throwing all e time
even though there''re like cameras atop e recycling bin im throwing them into
LOLS
i miss working with my sis
hahahs and o.o i gt my pay alr
its like $80.50 plus i ystd work wich is $19.50
and e extra $20 from carrying e flag stuff
so yea its considered lots of money to me alr
im like so happy!! i so noe how tough work is le
slept like 4 hrs aft coming hme didnt noe i was so tired
today working again..so sianx lah
betta put sunblock, cuz my skin's turning so brown
and o yea excited 4 tmr''s open hse!!! with may, xl, juliet
'bye peeps

i cant believe tis is e last time i'll be working as a flyer distributor  
LOLS
i slacked so much today
tis is wat happens wen e boss trusts us too much
we just chucked e baby stickers in e bins at bugis, then we wen over to iluma to shop man!!
SHOPPING!!! on a working day
totally lols
and i was so scared e whole time
like maybe he would cme check on us or smth or worse! e laday comes and sees us nt there!!
totally OMG!
anw hu does tings like say ''ok...miss you. as a fren''?
and goes shopping 4 hrs at bugis? and takes pics wen ur supposed to work?
well....tts me
yea i suck, im such a bad employee!!
lols anw i dun have to see another baby sticker 4 e rest of my life alr!!
getting my pay on tues!!!
and zac's gone 4 gd, wich is fine cuz i've alr gt a bf whom i love and he loves bac
so yes, have to behave myself
and stop being such an asshole
mom bought skirt and vest 4 chi new yr!! love them!
and ''deeper'', a bk and my BJ ''s'more's ice-cream!!
tts y im so happy
have to find a new job soon, or else i'll rot and have to start meeting xl and juliet soon
havent passed them their presents!!!
see such a bad fren
ok bye peeps

hey ppl
today's so fun!!!
i meant at work =)
new guy joined us today
i thought he was like from NT or ITE
boy was i wrong
hahas he's quite friendly and realli polite lah
e rest of e guys i mentioned in my last entry left alr
probably their last time working there
 anw e 3 of us slacked SO MUCH today
it was so horrible
first time im actually slacking so much
me and my sis even bought mos bourgers to eat, fries and nuggets too
and woosh! e boss and e lady-in-charge didnt cme
so happy!
i realli dont like to go into detail bout my job so much
bt aiyah i cn deal with it rte?
so..yea he's name's zach, and he's also waiting 4 o lvl results
and e best ting is aft i finish my this job, i will probably get another job real fast!!!
YIPPPEEE!!!!
all tnx to him lah, he help me call another lady to be promotor 4 drinks
see, everytin's cool
i cn be buddy buddy with anyone i mit 4 e first time!
ok abit bhb lah
and...erm...i gt my first pay today!!! $20 each to carry tt flag ting on my back
e rest will be given another day
working tis sat again!! cool!!! bt so boring!!!
happy new year ppl!!!
enjoy urselves!!!

heyhey!! its candice again!
hahas ok lame -.-
im so happy these days
ok more like stress-free
ystd wen to eat kfc with dear at his place
and it was so funny
he was quite shocked tt i didnt noe wat was verb, adjectives and nouns
and i was like i didnt learn them in scool
ok maybe i did
bt e teachers didnt exactly DRILL it into our heads
so he was like, teaching me eng..at kfc
and i was laughing so much, cuz he's always goin on bout hw im betta than him in everything
including hu loves each other more
LOLS
o.o ok tis is disguting so skip it if u wan
we kept looking into each other's eyes
like staring till my eyes hurt
i dunno y..bt i tink he's pretty cute
with his long eyelashes and all
hahahas
and he realli loves me
like i feel i always treat him like...nt very gd bt he always insists otherwise
wich is...cool
and he still says he wants to get PR in sg
tt silly billy
okok looking forward to work tmr
bye peeps!

hello its me again
tis post should be lengthy, so get ready! hahas
worked ystd at raffles mrt station
tis tym all of us were carrying tis bag wich was e ad 4 another new company
dealing with career talks...blah blah blah
so yes
we get to be paid extra $16 to carry those flags
in wich my sis gt it stuck in e mrt doors cuz she was rushing too fast
and its so nt fair tt e guys banners were much shorter than ours
hmmm...they're pretty cute
ok especally e tallest one, cuz i worked with him b4
and he offered to help me take one stack of flyers
plus teasing me all e time
plus saying i looked like his guy fren and then saying another guy looked like a girl
wth, dunno if he's consoling me or wat
'hu asked where i was studying and wat course i wanna take and saying smth like cme to dunno-wat-poly, he be my senior
and then saying me and my sis looked like TWINS
wich so isnt true and i have no idea y everyone says tt
yes, i cn hear u mouthing me as BHB and FLIRT
bt wateva, its my livejournal
a little gossip wouldnt kill me
anw, my left arm hurts like shit
and there's a small bruise there too! *whines
boss only gave me and sis 750 flyers each and we so threw e leftovers away
LOLS and totally slacked during work
by buying subway to eat
MAN! i didnt realize i was so hungry
stupid working hours are so flexible
as long as u finish e whole bunch, u get to go hme
and hw cme e guys neva finish theirs, bt me and my sis have to?
like i said, so nt fair
sort of looking forward to thurs, giving baby stickers again
do cme and visit if u see any red shirt ppl giving out flyers, wherever in sg u are
tnx =)

ok so yes i've been working
as a flyer distributor 4 advershine media
and it is so nt fun at all
its actually pretty tiring and all 
 i took like 4 hrs just to give out 1000 pieces of ''my baby card'' stickers to ppl
and i was scolded by security guards hu said i blocked e way
and e lady-in-charge of e stickers hu said tt i was giving to MEN hu didnt noe wat to do with it and some threw it on e floor
omg like WTH lah
some of these guys will give to their wives or moms or fren's wives rite?
y does she have to like make a bug fuss out of nth???
LOLS and she's quite pretty in e corporate way
wearing all black with long curls in her hair
e first time i saw her i was like passing her e sticker and she was asking me wat tis sticker is about
and i explained and HENG she said i explained quite clearly
LOLs
i've gt ppl asking me where e mrt is, where e bustop is and where's robinsons
like how e hell should i noe? even ppl ask me where is OC? (orchard central!!)
i was like huh? then point them e way
sighs* at least kids are e best
they will look at me and sometimes ask 4 more stickers
and i would be so glad to give them
there was even one hu paste it on her shirt!! LOLS
worst ppl are those ang mohs
always refuse to take de and nt even a friendly smile
well nt all bt most of it
anw me and my sis and another guy were working at 313@somerset and centrepoint and under my boss's office @ orchard plaza
so yes im glad no one i knew saw me LOLs
tmr, thurs and sat also working
i just wan money lah so wateva, i cn work till my arms break and i get as dark as my bf! hehex
so racist! okok receive many presents tis xmas
mom bought a jacket at olivia
dad bought xbox game '' lego, indiana jones 1''
sis bought toy hamster and 2 gundam models wich i finish builing le
and aunt bought pink drawer from young generation
hahas juliet gave xmas card and crys gave ''snow white and 7 dwarfs'' figurines from china
LOLS
tis post very lengthy, so great if u've read till here. =)
ciao peeps!!

hola amigos!!
i finally gt a job at advershine media!!!
distributing flyers at either orchard or bugis
so yes, have to go and search 4 my red/yellow/orange shirt
and look ready 4 e job!
im like so excited man!!! hahas
bt anws still have to get another job in case this job is a failure
hahas
ystd wen out with esther they all walk till my legs spoil man!! hahas
first time in my life i walked so much lah
o.o
sighs my post getting shorter and shorter these days lah
oh yes have to go watch '' avatar'' with sis and mom!! hahas
ciao ppl!!
wish me luck 4 my first job!!
=)