Rants

: candice1008; November 20th, 11:47

Current Mood:: loved

hello ppl!
its been such a bz week 4 me
been searching 4 jobs in e newspapers, calling tis ad and tt ad
and yes! i've scored an interview with several companies
okie bt their working hrs kinda late so i rejected some
bt im goin on mon 4 an interview and realli hope i'll get tt job
its a pushcart job where i tink i'll be selling xmas stuff...hmmm nt sure yet lah
anw its over at raffles mrt station, chevron house as part time sales assistant
i realized tt i like doin sales
or maybe its cuz most of e part-time jobs are sales
hahahas
anw arguing with my darling tis morning
was horrid i was crying last nite cuz i missed him so much and didnt hear from him
darn im such a weakling rite
btw i tink i wanna go public with this whole relationship so gals wouldnt go pouncing all over him and tinkin he's single and available
wen e truth is tt he's mine
all mine
LOLS i realli doubt anyone reads tis livejournal anw
so i cn say wateva i wan rite?
so anw i dun care lah hahahs
yes im jealous if gals talk to him, realli jealous till im angry
ppl may say he's ugly, bt i'll bash their heads and crack their skulls if i noe of anyone hu says anytin bad bout him
he's e best best super best bf on earth!!! hahas
u guys will tink im nuts in e head bt tts hw much i love my bf
hehex bye!

those happy times

: candice1008; November 17th, 9:26

Current Mood:: cold

sometimes i wish things could be diff
like i dun have to kip tinkin tt i'll get my frens bac one day
cuz i noe its impossible
wats done is done u cant change it anymore
well leave it to faith and miracles to occur
i dun have e strength to kip goin on everyday
im just lucky i have a bf hu kips me goin and e most caring family members to support me in wateva i do
sometimes i wish i could just erase e memory of all e bad stuff tt happened
pretend tt it neva realli happened
tt it was all just a nightmare and i would wake up soon and everytin is just e way it always was
too bad its reality i have to face it
i'll get thru this i just have to kip positve and strong
i wont let my emotions tie me down
its great to talk bout my probs here once in awhile
sometimes i get so lost wen no one seems to understand y im feeling this way
mom listens bt tells me to be postive
sis dosent undertand at all
bf...offers words of advice bt its pretty much e same as mom
so basically im happy tt ppl are there to comfort me and tell me everytin is ok
bt there are times wen tings around me shoot my confidence down
hard
so yea, guess no one will be reading my livejournal anw
its so freaking boring
i sometimes wonder y i still bother to write here
perhaps pour e deep wound tt dosent want to be healed

astro boy rocks!

: candice1008; November 13th, 11:02

Current Mood:: blah

off to kallang beach ltr with him
hahahs
gosh! ystd have been playing xbox batman games with sis
been doin this these days
o.o astro boys is delicious! mus watch ok.
nearly cried wen i thought he was goin to die =)
i'll give it 5/5!!!
hahahas sis is mad these days, she wants me to watch "paranormal activity"
its like nc16 and she's like "i cn watch also just sneak in loh" hahas
its hollywood's scariest movie of e year pls
even adults are freaked out! nightmares guranteed pls hhas
sighs wen cn i dye my hair and go shopping? omg
and wen on earth am i ever goin to get a job?
sighs zen's bdae coming up..wonder wat to get her =)
anw enjoy while u cn ppl
off!

SHOPPING!!!!!

: candice1008; November 12th, 11:57

Current Mood:: energetic

hello amigos
wah o lvls is finally over!!! omg!!!
lols i have all e time in e world man!!!
ltr watching astro boy with sis
i wan dye my hair!!!
asking xiangling if she wan pei me go
deep dark brown hair here i cme!
hahahs
mom is like dun dye lah ur hair so dry alr
and im like i wan man..pls pls pls
hahahs
still tinking bout e whole contact lens ting
i wonder if my eyes cn take it
wat with it being dirty sometimes
hmmm...someone help me find job cn?
i wan faint alr
hard to find these days
or maybe im just lazy lols
sighs
must go shopping with ppl alr
or else i'll faint
=) cheers ppl bye!

HAPPY!!

: candice1008; November 8th, 19:38

Current Mood:: busy

hey ppl!
neva fail to give a greeting wenever im posting
o.o me so happy these days!
swollen eyes finally disappeared!
wedding dinner, even though small was very heartwarming and touching
goin to rant to dear ltr
hahas
certain simple tings cn make a person happy
wah he's calling me nw
have to terminate tis entry
hahas
okie bye ppl!
be happy!

hello peeps!!

: candice1008; November 6th, 13:27

Current Mood:: hyper

hello my darlings
its 1.28pm and im still in my pjs
crazy man rite
hahas
eye is swollen
bt am so happy today
i tink god realli listened and granted me wat i always wanted
hahas
sometimes life is so strange
its like unexpected and scary at e same time
bt today im like so extremely happy man!!
even though there's this stupid construction work outside my hme
hahas
im happy 4 a bf who loves me 110% or maybe more
2nd mth on mon!!!
yippee!!! still cant figure out wat i wan him buy 4 me
lols
getting my lovely x-box this aft/eve
WHEES!!
tmr supposed to go wedding dinner
bt its like swollen eye cnt eat lots of tings rite
so forget it, i would rather stay hme
sighs at least there's my sis to accompany me
i hope i get a job soon
im such an open book sometimes
=)

aft amigos!

: candice1008; October 29th, 11:30

Current Mood:: blah

hey ppl!
its thurs today
o lvls are ongoing
hahas
just bought a new outfit for my pet in pet society
arghs
ss exam on mon i wonder if im ready
im so bored at hme
wanna go to his place
bt maybe tmr
sighs
our 2nd mth coming soon
making him smth tt i hope he'll like
hahas
arghs sianz
waiting 4 tt xbox to arrive next wk
so many tings to do
so little time
=)
bye peeps!

morning peeps!

: candice1008; October 20th, 11:14

Current Mood:: loved

hola ppl!
its 11.16 in e morning!
tuition starts at 2-6+
arghs
had an intens quarrel with my baby ystd
aft lots of tears and sadness
came e sunshine and rainbows
everytin's better between us nw
hahas
anw i swear e good o'l sun always brightens my day up
just taking in nature's beautiful surroundings every day is gd enuff
does tt even make sense?
LOLS
playing pet society nw
teehees
ystd me and sis and grandma wen to bird park with uncle's family!!

so cool man!!
everytin just seems e same
just tt maybe my eyes still cant get used to e owls exhibition
plus e little penguins are so cute!!
all e kids there are so excited man!!
wen i grow up, i'll definitely bring my kids over
and to e zoo too!!
bt nw
sighs i still have to get over e whole o lvls thingy
recently, i find myself being unfriendly and rude to ppl i care about
i dun realli noe wat makes me tis way
bt it must have been years of accumulated silence
and im letting it all out nw
wich is just plain unfair to others
alrites me off!
ciao and stay happy ppl!!

lazy aft on a sunny sat

: candice1008; October 17th, 16:41

Current Mood:: flirty

hola ppl!!!
its a nice sunny aft on sat!
i should be out having fun with my darling
bt alr wen out ystd
so yea im tired aft all tt tuition
alone at hme right now
bought CLEO!!!!!

love it so much

yea...its nt like ppl dun noe i live a very normal, boring life

wen i realli should be studying my science esp

sighs

discussion topic of e day: marriage at 16

do u agree or nt?

personally, so long as u've met THE ONE

y nt get married rite?

i mean tis is e 21st century! for pete's sake

i see no wrong in tt at all

bt im divided on tis topic
so...dosent mean i'll marry too if i met e one
LOLS
o.o reminded me tt he's leaving 4 england if his degree is top grade

to do his masters there

arghs

asked me to accompany him

bt..hmm...parents probably wouldnt accept him

hmm wat should i do?

ho hum

aiyah off to cafe world in fb!

ciao peeps!

crazy mood

: candice1008; October 9th, 15:43

Current Mood:: cynical

ho hum!
tis wk is pretty eventful
been tinkin alot these days
since everyone noes my livejournal nw
might as well be honest
cant be bothered by all e nonsense anyone is tinkin bout me these days
im sick and tired alr ok
leave me alone
im hostile and aggressive these days
just tt i dun show it to anyone
so pls...sighs
talkin to my dear nw
DUN ASK ME BOUT HIM!!!!!
qns bout him will nt be entertained
its my private life and i wan to keep it a secret ok.
so just stop being judgemental and mind ur own business
sry my head hurts again
have to go alr
ciao and sry ppl!!!!

(no subject)

: candice1008; September 29th, 18:30

Current Mood:: flirty

wat isit about life tt makes it bearable to live in?
lots of tings
1. my dearest bf
2. my family
3. my church frens
4. my best fren
5. books

yea they are e ones tt make life worth living
saw 2 books tt i wish to buy
dan brown's the lost symbol and la candy by laura conrad
i tink i mentioned it b4
anw found another cool site on livejournal
its called ïwish"
check it out wen ur free =)
bye ppl!

(no subject)

: candice1008; September 22nd, 16:02

Current Mood:: crazy

yoyo ppl!
here are the list of events tt happened this wkend
1. buffet at pariss @ marina square
2. won some cuties while playing "scooping" game
3. mom bought me DOMO wallet!!! loves
4. DATE WITH BF!!!

o.o i like e last one e most
hahahas im like so happy on mon
he paid 4 everything
im like...still owe him lots of money
he refuses to let me pay man
lols
anw gotta get some studying done
havent been doin tt 4 awhile
work hard ppl!
bye!

a cool find on LJ

: candice1008; September 16th, 10:33

Current Mood:: chipper

u noe how its like
many ppl say tt there's nth to do on the internet except playing games and checking out facebook
but in actual fact, if only u start looking in the right places
will u actually find smth u genuinely like
anw, i thought LJ was just another platform to write my feelings and thoughts down
but perhaps, im wrong
came across this cool community called " runaway tales"
its realli cool
i mean there were all these short stories and stuff, which were meant as challenges to ppl hu wanted to write their stories online
and i tink tts kinda awesome

anw, had one of my stinky moods last night
was triggered by a distant memory
started to write in my journal
cried later, mom found out, more advice to not think so much
i noe she means well
bt it dosent change anytin much
im still goin to get hurt, even though some of e things tt hurt me are pretty trivial to others
sighs
i wonder wen my life will get back to normal
im supposed to study nw
but wateva
i dun have the mood to
anw tis post is one of my lengthiest
sry guys
ciao!

(no subject)

: candice1008; September 12th, 22:18

Current Mood:: sleepy

today's a great day
aft tuition wen over to marina barrage 4 ben and jerry's ice-cream
tried 2 new flavours
peanut butter cookie dough and goodbye yellow brickle road!!!!!
toatlly yum-mi-licious man!!
though my sis didnt realli like e peanut one
bt still its realli yummy
anw there were all these teenagers miling about, most sitting on mats and sort of having a picnic
others were playin kites
there was a live band playing too...bt whole ting is a little small
anw...hope i'll mit my dear soon
miss him lots
im tired ppl
blog wen im free again!
bye!

blythe dolls and other attractions!

: candice1008; September 11th, 9:43

Current Mood:: refreshed

k finally all e pics are uploaded
woosh...im exhausted
stupid blogger wont work on me anymore, so i have changed once again to my trusty livejournal!
hahas im glad ada saved y livejournal link, so i cn access it
anw these pics are taken at comic con at suntec, so they are realli old alr
anw next up is BEN & JERRY'S CHUNK FEST @ MARINA BARRAGE, 2-10PM!!!!!!!
goin with my sis!!! so its gonna be realli fun!!
hahas
o.o gona dread scool so much next wk...arghs
anw enjoy urselves ppl while u still cn
BYE!!!

thank god 4 saving me again

: candice1008; December 1st, 2008

Current Mood:: good

since he wants to be a christian
y nt join city harvest church?
im nt bragging tt my church is e best tt there is, bt simply cuz its a fact!
aft hearing wat e preachers have said, i do believe it is tt way, plus evidence from my guy fren
confirms tt chc is a church where ppl are able to use wat they have learnt there in their daily lives.
tts e special thing bout chc.
ok fine, maybe since his mom is like mother of a church, and his teacher gave him a bible and taught him how to read it, then he cn simply go ahead and join another church.
simply cuz someone is there, dosent mean u shouldnt try goin there
simply crap, then summore ask me nt to go spore poly, cuz i might pollute it, like im some kind of trash bout to be disposed or smth
say me nvm, bt he said someone else, then i quite angry mans, i mean she did nth
e thing is, he still cant remove tt barrier in his life, aft so long
this is thus e result of being negative and a lack of true frens around
haix, forget bout those crappy stuff
anw ystd i felt as though god brought me bac again
i havent been praying or reading e bible recently, bt aft ystd, i came out stronger and more resolute.
ever since my dad allowed me to go every sun, it realli was a blessing from god
i will neva forget e stuff i learnt from god, e little miracles he performed in my life, wat i wen thru with my church frens
its all been pretty cool. chc members are positive ppl hu cn see e light in every situation, no matter how difficult it seems.

crappo hp!

: candice1008; November 29th, 2008

Current Mood:: cranky

my hp is dead.
seriously, it kips hanging in there.
blah, at first it keeps asking me to insert my SIM card, then offed by itself
and then e next, it is functioning normally, and just nw wen i locked it, it stayed in tt "LOCKED" position. creepy!
i so cant stand it if i let my hp go fer servicing. cant do w/o it!
its like losing my form of communication with frens!
just nw wen shopping at orchard and bugis!
mom bought me 1 cotton on brown skirt @ $10!! e last tym it was like $20+
she also bought 2 shirts fer my aunt. 1 ben 10 dvd fer my sis. i tell u my sis is like married to ben tennyson man!
everytin also wan to buy his products!
i gt this discount coupon from face shop, see if mom wants to buy me e nail polish set fer xmas
bt hehe, i thought the body sho was better! bt more $$$
anw i cut my hair again, neva growing it long anymore! its so boyish nw, i practically look like a guy!
heck luh! more light!
i wanna go sentosa and get some sun man!

online shopping!

: candice1008; November 27th, 2008

Current Mood:: flirty

hey peeps!
sry i havent been updating recently
been checking out this website, its realli strictly fer gals who care about fashion and looking great man!
so fashion-savvy ppl, come come and join this community, its definetely bound to make u want to dress great when u go out next time.
i think im like advertising fer chictopia.com! lols
been realli bored at hme, doin lame stuff like playing my sis gameboy advance, e sims game, im actually addicted to it, but still a complete noob at it!
other than waking up later than usual these days, taking care of baby cousin, obessively checking my hp fer msgs, waiting fer my peeps to call me out, checking out blogshops and livejournals, napping in e aft, im seriously BORED at hme!
i miss my darling! she's gone to bj! i wonder where we'll be going to next week
OHH someone bring me out to a concert or performance at night!
i dun wanna stay at home anymore!
its weird why i dun enjoy goin out with my sis

happy-go-lucky days!

: candice1008; November 24th, 2008

Current Mood:: artistic

hello peeps
i love this album!
heard it over at marina square, its really beautiful man
ystd went prawn fishing with family
i caught like 1 prawn, my sis caught 2, hahas
sis always feel a tug but always escape de, if she had caught it, then got 6 prawns to eat le
anw we had tremendous fun! then dad bought e fish food and me and sis fed e fish, it was like raining out so heavily ystd
those arowana fish are realli huge
then we headed over to downtown east and bought slippers for me and sis, sis ones spoil le
then i saw this mr men and miss dolls too
thought i might buy them fer someone, LOLS, xmas pressies
i noe exactly wat to ask mom to get me fer xmas le
e nail colour gift set @ $18.90 from face shop! LOLS
im learning how to make presents and boxes online. crys and qt are flying tmr! gd luck on e trip and adieu!

my darlings and I

: candice1008; November 23rd, 2008

Current Mood:: ecstatic

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